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wrfinalmixarchiveSo, uh.
Look, I have no legit excuses. Pretending like you guys and the last two years didn't happen probably goes on the list of "ways I've been a total asshole to everyone around me."
It's actually a pretty long list, if I stop and think about it.
But it's the little things that wouldn't go away: Habits, gestures, expectations, memories. That goddamn catch phrase that for the life of me I can't stop saying, even when I'm consciously aware that I'm saying it. The irresistible urge to set someone on fire when I hear "Disco Inferno."
So I guess this means I'm done denying.
Hi Refugees, I'm back. Got it memorized?
Roxas this is not an excuse to find me and punch me in the face. If you do I will kick your ass with relish.
Look, I have no legit excuses. Pretending like you guys and the last two years didn't happen probably goes on the list of "ways I've been a total asshole to everyone around me."
It's actually a pretty long list, if I stop and think about it.
But it's the little things that wouldn't go away: Habits, gestures, expectations, memories. That goddamn catch phrase that for the life of me I can't stop saying, even when I'm consciously aware that I'm saying it. The irresistible urge to set someone on fire when I hear "Disco Inferno."
So I guess this means I'm done denying.
Hi Refugees, I'm back. Got it memorized?
Roxas this is not an excuse to find me and punch me in the face. If you do I will kick your ass with relish.
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Date: 2009-03-24 09:41 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-24 01:03 pm (UTC)"I'm Ash and I have been happy to be living with my heart for the past 2 months. I also haven't had a drink in that long, but that's irrelevant."
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Date: 2009-03-24 01:20 pm (UTC)You know, sometimes I think we really need it.
"Hello, my name's Robin but I still call myself Song and I really don't care about the life I lived before I lost my heart."
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Date: 2009-03-24 02:06 pm (UTC)"Hi, my name's Eric, and even when I'm being boring and normal, people still vaguely recognize me, and it freaks me out."
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Date: 2009-03-24 03:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-24 07:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-24 03:21 pm (UTC)Roxas seems to have mellowed out quite a bit since you last saw him.
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Date: 2009-03-24 03:33 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-24 04:27 pm (UTC)Welcome Back.
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Date: 2009-03-24 05:32 pm (UTC)You can try to kick my ass, but I don't really think you'd get very far. And what makes you think I'd seek you out and punch you in the face to start with?
Not that you don't do things that deserve a punch in the face, but... right now, I've got more important things to deal with.no subject
Date: 2009-03-24 09:42 pm (UTC)Never mind.
Hi, Roxas.
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Date: 2009-03-24 10:54 pm (UTC)Hi. So besides trying to deny everything, what have you been up to?
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Date: 2009-03-24 07:37 pm (UTC)Where did you get that catchphrase anyways? I always wondered if you saying it was just a habit or you were actually saying it to make someone remember something.
Oh, well.
Me and my weird ponderings...It's just good to have you back.no subject
Date: 2009-03-24 09:43 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-25 09:32 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-25 09:51 pm (UTC)I don't want the world to blow up just because you met Quinton Flynn.
The day has been saved!
Now, back to coercing Will onto getting on a Gummi Ship...
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Date: 2009-03-25 09:31 pm (UTC)And...just something that's been bugging me ever since I've heard of your existence, but...
If you meet Quinton Flynn, will the world blow up or something? Because my brain was hurting enough as it is from thinking about that situation if it happened...
:D
Date: 2009-03-24 09:52 pm (UTC)BURN BABY BURN
Re: :D
Date: 2009-03-24 10:28 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-24 10:33 pm (UTC)You both suck.
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Date: 2009-03-25 01:24 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-25 01:51 am (UTC)... i should write welcome speeches now apparently...
Date: 2009-03-25 02:26 am (UTC)And well, I'd say this to anyone who returns here, since... I'm an idealist, a historian, a dreamer and a friend. But I'll always say it because... well it's me and us and well, I'm the DreamWriter, present, past and future and I'd like to be the one hoping we all have our happy endings and keep in touch.
What is loved, lives. Even if that love is as simple as the love of friends. Doesn't matter what your Dream is, it'll always be there. It's a treasure to be kept, maybe you will forget it, but mostly it is truly never forgotten.
In spite of the whole shebang of the past, well, the ones once called Refugees are a really big messed up family of friends. Doesn't matter if you're the black sheep, the activist, the dreamer, the troublesome first cousin who pushes people around, that second cousin, once removed who accidentally destroyed a whole nation, or even your average joe schmoe... To me, you're all a part of this community and family as much as the next. To quote a really cute Hawaiian girl and her sister, "O'hana means family. Family means......nobody gets left behind....or forgotten." And following that to quote a fuzzy little blue demon summon, "This is my family. I found it, all on my own. Is little, and broken, but still good. Yeah, still good."
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Date: 2009-03-25 10:22 pm (UTC)Maybe.
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Date: 2009-03-31 02:33 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-25 08:04 pm (UTC)