Oh no

[auriatetsukai.livejournal.com]

Augh, I missed Christmas at Rainbow's End? I'm so sorry, I would have loved to be there, but to be honest? Christmas here was lovely, and I don't mind that I missed out. I think my parents are trying to keep me close to home, because they bought me a bowling ball and have offered undivided attention to my practice. I don't mind the transparent attempt. It'll be nice to spend time with them.

I'm trying not to be different around them. I'm trying not to act like I changed into a Heartless and had darkness eating me, like I didn't nearly get shot by one of my friends, and like I didn't nearly watch another friend die. It's hard and I'm doing a piss-poor job of it.

Birdie gave me gloves for my hammer. They're pretty fricken sweet, actually. I gave her socks.

Now I'm just sitting around in brand new cotton pajamas (:D :D :D) and waiting to hear from you guys. How was Rainbow's End? What's been going on at Radiant Garden? What was with the toothpicks and gumdrops?

Comments

[seolearo.livejournal.com]

You didn't nearly watch anyone die. We're like cockroaches. Can't be killed. Must be rather annoying, actually...

And trying not to act like you've changed isn't the best idea. You shouldn't have to put on a face for them. You should be able to show them who you really are.

[auriatetsukai.livejournal.com]

...I don't think I want to be a cockroach.

[seolearo.livejournal.com]

Well fine. You can be a butterfly or something, I don't know.