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I'm starting to want to get the hell off-world. That kinda sucks, considering I spent so much time wanting to be back here, and fought so hard for it. But this crap- I don't know how to deal with it anymore. After the last one, Song and I set up some pretty elaborate traps to maybe catch whoever's doing this.
So much for that! I went to fetch a book from our room, which meant passing through Eli's nursery. He was sleeping, no problem. I swear I was only in the other room for a few seconds, and when I walked back into the nursery...
Stick figure on the floor in front of the crib. I mean, what the bloody- I grabbed Eli and started checking traps. Once I saw the first couple were gone- I don't know. I guess I just lost it. I don't even remember grabbing my laptop, or deciding to hide in the closet. Then Jalen was pulling the door open and staring, and-
I want to go to Heatherfield. Seeing Gran and Granddad would help, and they've only found those two dolls and neither was in the house, so... Except I got an e-mail from Granddad today, saying how he didn't mean to worry me but he knew I'd be more upset if he hid it. They found a stick figure sitting on the floor in front of Eli's crib today.
I feel like I'm going nuts. Or maybe paranoid.
Jalen had a hell of a time getting me out of the closet, but I finally came out because he took Eli for his snack and diaper change, and I couldn't bear to let my Ladybug out of my sight. 'Course, once that was done I took him and hid again. This time Song sat outside the door and talked to me for a while. I think it was her threat of throwing swing sets into every dream I have for the next week that did it. I don't think I'm going to let myself sleep much though.
So much for that! I went to fetch a book from our room, which meant passing through Eli's nursery. He was sleeping, no problem. I swear I was only in the other room for a few seconds, and when I walked back into the nursery...
Stick figure on the floor in front of the crib. I mean, what the bloody- I grabbed Eli and started checking traps. Once I saw the first couple were gone- I don't know. I guess I just lost it. I don't even remember grabbing my laptop, or deciding to hide in the closet. Then Jalen was pulling the door open and staring, and-
I want to go to Heatherfield. Seeing Gran and Granddad would help, and they've only found those two dolls and neither was in the house, so... Except I got an e-mail from Granddad today, saying how he didn't mean to worry me but he knew I'd be more upset if he hid it. They found a stick figure sitting on the floor in front of Eli's crib today.
I feel like I'm going nuts. Or maybe paranoid.
Jalen had a hell of a time getting me out of the closet, but I finally came out because he took Eli for his snack and diaper change, and I couldn't bear to let my Ladybug out of my sight. 'Course, once that was done I took him and hid again. This time Song sat outside the door and talked to me for a while. I think it was her threat of throwing swing sets into every dream I have for the next week that did it. I don't think I'm going to let myself sleep much though.
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Date: 2011-03-25 03:55 am (UTC)You and Eli are going to get so many hugs the instant I see you again, it's not even funny.
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Date: 2011-03-25 04:03 am (UTC)We can't wait to see you.
Don't forget to hug Jalen too. The look on his face'll be priceless.Eli says mama and dada, maybe I can teach him to say Ren. Or maybe it'll come out Wen...no subject
Date: 2011-03-25 04:15 am (UTC)Aww, thanks.
Ha ha, will do. XDAnd again, awwww. Now I'm flashing back to how my little sister apparently used to call me "Lo-Lo" when she was first learning how to talk. Now I feel all warm and fuzzy. ^^