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[rox-chan.livejournal.com]

I'm losing track of time again.

By which I mean I've been sitting here, wasting away. Sometimes, I don't really mind so much. I like this town. I like keeping to myself. But other times, I know that I'm doing something wrong...no, that I don't know what to do. It's just like I was before, when everyone was fighting. Nothing has changed. Nothing ever changes. Am I hiding? Am I scared?

Maybe I should seriously consider therapy.

Does Twilight Town have therapists?

...uh. So, wait. That's not what I was going to say, even though I'm not going to delete it (I trust you all to remind me that I'm going crazy and that I really should stop that right the fuck now). What I was going to say is that, as per usual, I haven't been doing much. However, I have been to see Yen Sid a few times. Let me tell you, back when everyone was talking about how tough he was on his students? I didn't understand. Now I do.

I officially despise buckets and stairs.

But, thanks to that, I've managed to learn Blizzaga. Tomorrow, I'm going to start learning Curaga, too.

I've had an idea, though - maybe I'll ask to learn Reflect one of these days, too. I'm really wondering the same thing that happens with Aero will happen with that, since both are shield spells. What do you guys think?

I've also been very out of touch. So, guys, what's been going on? It looks like the network has been pretty quiet, so maybe that's a good sign?



...wait.

Oh shit, I missed Star Market.

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[rox-chan.livejournal.com]

Goes to show how disconnected I've been, huh? I used to make a point of avoiding you, and now I don't have to. Old news to a lot of people, but...it's good to know that things change.

Heh, sorry. Didn't mean to dump the thinly veiled personal issues, there.

[creepy-son-of-a.livejournal.com]

I am aware that my presence can cause discomfort for some. It is understandable.