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It's my fault. What kind of mother am I, that I couldn't tell my own son from a bunch of sticks? Screw Maleficent's glamour, what good is my stupid ability if I can't even tell it's not my son? I know what Eli feels like, I've always known, how could I miss this

How'd I manage to even get us kidnapped in the first place? And then apparently knocked out for a week or

I still can't remember anything. I've been trying, all night, but all it gets me is a throbbing headache...though the crying might be more responsible for that than anything. And Song- Song's not here, and no one knows where she is, and I need her. I need my sister.

I need my son.

I'm so sorry I've let everyone down. I was supposed to protect Eli, not

Not lose him to a witch.

I oughta go sleep. Been awake all night in the nursery, hoping the compass would work backwards or something and show me where he is. Maybe I can find his dreams. I should be able to, right?

If Maleficent hasn't screwed with that too.