Seph has been spending a little too much time alone...

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Ever since that little adventure in my dream I have felt... different. As if by confirming that I am only part of what I thought I was, the division between the two parts has become noticeable. They loathe each other and what I am in the waking world can't be either of them.

I am having difficulties thinking of myself as Sephiroth when I am mostly something else. The only name I've known. My memories are mostly his. The rest only having come into existence recently.

Do I even want to be what I thought I was? What would I become without the fragment of Sephiroth? Is there enough to continue existing without it? What would happen to that fragment if it were separated from me?

So many questions and I feel there is limited time to find answers.