[locked to allies] strikes forgotten

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Idleness can lead to some unpleasant thoughts.

I feel like I should be disturbed at how easily I was accepted by most of you. I am heavily influenced by the time a fragment of Sephiroth was a part of me. It was an attempt to bring him back that created me. I'm not even entirely sure what Maleficent did that failure resulted in something like me.

Sometimes I feel like he's in the back of my mind waiting for a chance to come forward. I want to try to find someone that can tell me for sure if he is.

If I'm even really human, I didn't start out that way.