(Disney Castle) Unhappy Mabry

[belegwen.livejournal.com]

I miss my house. I love my house. It's a home and I made it for us (with a lot of help from the worlds), and it was supposed to be a home for all of us, and now it's gone.

You know last time a world vanished around me, I had no idea what was going on. One minute I was going through my day, the next there were Heartless, and then I was on a beach in Atlantica. This time I knew and I dreaded, and I was terrified for my little girl.

She's going to be one year old in a week. I desperately wanted things to be normal for her, but instead she's being carried around medical camps in the wake of earthquakes and living in exile with me in the middle of all these disasters.

I want my house back.

[Locked to allies, strikes deleted]

[shadowchaser.livejournal.com]

This castle really is beautiful, but...I want to go home. I know, nothing left to go home to.

I've been driving myself a little nuts since late last night. I was okay initially. I guess the whole thing hadn't sunk in yet, it happened so fast. But then it was just- I dunno. I can't even cry over it, though I want to. It's there, it's just not coming out. Not even when I found Eli's dreamcatcher. I was looking through my bag for something, and when I couldn't find it went through Jalen's, and there was the dreamcatcher, all neatly tucked away. I'd completely forgotten to take it down, and here Jalen had done it for me.

Gran and Granddad are adjusting. Granddad says if they'd ever bothered to think about retirement, this wouldn't have been a bad option. I just sorta gave him a look, but he's only trying to help. I keep remembering bits about when Earth fell and I don't want to. Callie's been prowling the halls, checking out her new territory. Probably looking for dangers to Eli. I think she stopped being my dog and became his before he was even born. I haven't really seen Thorns since Gran let her out of the carrier, except for really early this morning when she jumped out of a nook and landed on Jalen's head. Best Christmas present ever.

I need to stop rambling pointless stuff and just...go do something. Read. Take Eli on a tour of the castle. Go cuddle Ashlyn. Beat up my husband for being a stupid idiot. He and Song went off to fight in the castle! They could've been killed! Ray, again, thankyouthankyouthankyou. You also have my permission to smack him next time you see him.

Song, where're you hiding? I'm not gonna smack you today, probably just squish you if you'll let me.

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[songbird9.livejournal.com]

When there is a free ship and pilot, I want to go to Twilight Town.

I don't like it here.

[[ Locked to allies, appropriate icon is inappropriate ]]

[apollo-chase.livejournal.com]

I'm not going to ask is everyone okay because "okay" varies in definition with us Refugees. Instead, I'm going to ask is everyone alive?

Peter - Les is fine with me and Rak at the moment.

Rak also has a point a point yes, tact no. Losing Radiant Garden is a terrible thing. A lot of us are upset about our home being gone, some of us going through this a second time. But while we have reason to be sad, we also have an even greater reason to fight whatever bullshit is going down and get these worlds back, safe and sound. The fact that we know what can happen even when everything seems lost is more than enough reason to

C'mon everyone. A battle is lost, but certainly not a war.

It's high time we show the universe why we won last time.

Hah, Rak lock it to Allies? This is for all to see.

[paysreallywell.livejournal.com]

I know everyone is down about their poor poor little Garden paradise sinking into the abyss of death. And they miss their homes. Course they don't miss their neighbors, those lot probably borrowed your stuff and never gave them back, now never will because the world is gone.

Lemme say something, and make it clear.

MAN. UP.

Oh boo hoo, your planet is gone. This has happened before, get over it. Sob story doesn't work twice. You and yours are the Refs, you are the bunch of stubborn assholes that didn't die with the Earth a few years ago, and didn't sit around doing nothing when The Cloak and Hood Boyband tried to unmake reality. Both times things went back to normal after we won against whatever the fuck was causing it.

I ain't saying there is for sure some sorta cosmic reset button, that we find and rescue everyone. We might not, they might be gone forever, suck it up. They are for SURE gone forever if the lot of you keep crying in your pillows. We have books, hearts, blades, guns, rugged good looks, goggles, and who knows what else to help us.

If you give up, you should have given up on Radiant Garden, save room for people that might be useful. Keep crying, whatever folks you are worried about if you saved, if they adjust, it won't matter. They will all join the rest in the beyond of nothing. Cause you all are homesick. And I know about all of you are going to get mad at me, probably still mad at me for those things I did. Yeah, I don't care.

If you aren't ready to just pack it in and drink into the end of days, let's see if we can't look for some sorta answers to things. Help out a lil', save the day and all that bull you all live for.

...How the hell did you all help out the last two times anyway?

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[ariakitsune.livejournal.com]

Shrek is on my ship and he? has what I'm going to assume is Roxas' computer.

Where is Roxas so I can give them back?