Viva la Vida (Blah double post)

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So that last post was about as irrelevant as I ever get, wasn't it?

I think it's because I knew that I wanted to say something, but hadn't yet figured out what.
Not the first time I've done that.

It's been an odd year. It seemed so short, and yet suddenly I realize that memories which were fresh what seemed like a moment ago are already growing dim and jumbled. I had to go back and skim through the old posts, because I couldn't remember exactly when certain things happened. Not during this last year, but the one before it.

It all feels a little unreal sometimes. It seems strange that life goes on regardless, with all its ups and downs, rather than fading into some happily ever after.
So much for fairytales.

Sorry.
It's that time of the month. I'm blaming it for making me nostalgic and a little depressed for no good reason.

It just seems like things were clearer in the old days, even when everything was hectic and insane. Sometimes I miss it, despite everything.

Time is strange.


also I can't stop listening to this song