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God I'm hot. Stupid washcloths aren't working at ALL. Jalen's so much cooler than me it's not fair. Saw something last night. Thought I saw something. Not a person, but...not a THING either. I dunno what it was, I couldn't tell. There and gone. Stupid fever, stupid hallucinations, making Jalen worry like that. Making ME worry. Still scared of the dark...not as bad as I used to be but sometimes I still expect something to reach out and grab me as I walk through a dark room.

Trying to think happy thoughts. Baby shopping. That's happy. Dragging Crys along. More happy.