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[plan-awesome.livejournal.com]

So, uh.

Look, I have no legit excuses. Pretending like you guys and the last two years didn't happen probably goes on the list of "ways I've been a total asshole to everyone around me."

It's actually a pretty long list, if I stop and think about it.

But it's the little things that wouldn't go away: Habits, gestures, expectations, memories. That goddamn catch phrase that for the life of me I can't stop saying, even when I'm consciously aware that I'm saying it. The irresistible urge to set someone on fire when I hear "Disco Inferno."

So I guess this means I'm done denying.

Hi Refugees, I'm back. Got it memorized?

Roxas this is not an excuse to find me and punch me in the face. If you do I will kick your ass with relish.

Comments

[lostscore.livejournal.com]

Don't make me start Nobodies Anon.

"I'm Ash and I have been happy to be living with my heart for the past 2 months. I also haven't had a drink in that long, but that's irrelevant."

[songbird9.livejournal.com]

Haha.
You know, sometimes I think we really need it.

"Hello, my name's Robin but I still call myself Song and I really don't care about the life I lived before I lost my heart."

[plan-awesome.livejournal.com]

Really now?

"Hi, my name's Eric, and even when I'm being boring and normal, people still vaguely recognize me, and it freaks me out."

[belegwen.livejournal.com]

You still care about some of it. You can't fool me. I keep you tied to it, at least a little.

[songbird9.livejournal.com]

I care about my friends and family. I care about who I was only in that it determined who I became. The things I did were connected to that, I suppose, but ultimately it's the last two years that matter. I would never go back. That's what I mean.